Rough Few Weeks

It's been a rough few weeks.  Not constantly, but filled with rough spots certainly.  As I read more and more I become more convinced living the principle of polygamy is what I should be doing, yet my wife is increasingly resistent.  Things finally came to a head because we both had gotten into "moods" and weren't communicating very well.  Finally my wife broke down and it became abundantly clear I had been failing at comforting her with all my "polygamy" talk.  Looking back I completely understand and see where she was coming from and regret my insensitivity to her feelings.

Luckily we've moved past that... however...

The past few days I've not felt very good at all.  My heart has been acting up a bit and I've just had a general faintness/light headedness.  I'm 80% sure it's anxiety related.  I don't handle stress very well and the issues with my wife, plus working on getting our new house settled, and immense stress at work, I think has just culminated for a very bad case of anxiety.

Luckily today was a good day at work.  A lot of the stress I've been feeling has been lifted, and although things are still what I would call INSANE, I really hope it's not as stressful as it has been the last two weeks.  If I don't feel better soon though I'm going to make an appointment.  I've been putting off going for some other things so I should probably go anyway, it's just finding the time can be difficult!

More to come as life settles down a bit I hope.